Soul-cleansing Trip
Our trip to Kelantan was such a blast! Met with my former teachers and had a good chat with Ms Zakiah especially. She was awarded Guru Cemerlang, which is not a surprise at all. She deserves it, being someone so very passionate about what she does.
We had a 'domestic' but I got over it, I think. Had to scrap shopping plans at Rantau Panjang due to my 'walk for justice'. Sometimes spending too much time together can cause stress, can it not?
Before I left for Kelantan I caught "I belong to me" by Jessica Simpson on YouTube. Maybe I was reading too much into it, but I've become a bit mental because of it. What do I want in life? Am I losing myself? I'm an individual, as much as he is. It doesn't have to be defined by restrictions, distrust or accusations. I need to be me to grow... I want things that I want and I don't have to justify it because it's not wrong to dream and to want better things.
What's next? I honestly don't know. At least I'm not Britney, with the whole world watching as I think things through :p
Leave me be and I shall figure this out.
We had a 'domestic' but I got over it, I think. Had to scrap shopping plans at Rantau Panjang due to my 'walk for justice'. Sometimes spending too much time together can cause stress, can it not?
Before I left for Kelantan I caught "I belong to me" by Jessica Simpson on YouTube. Maybe I was reading too much into it, but I've become a bit mental because of it. What do I want in life? Am I losing myself? I'm an individual, as much as he is. It doesn't have to be defined by restrictions, distrust or accusations. I need to be me to grow... I want things that I want and I don't have to justify it because it's not wrong to dream and to want better things.
What's next? I honestly don't know. At least I'm not Britney, with the whole world watching as I think things through :p
Leave me be and I shall figure this out.
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