Getting over myself

Sometimes a dose of reality is good, sometimes it could maim or kill. I had a terrible awakening today by a 'ghost' of my past. I wouldn't merit her a full entry in my blog as she is not at all worth it, yet I was surprised how much I am still affected by a betrayal.

Sometimes it's good to have a lot of work piled up on you so that you can keep busy and forget the hurtful things that have happened, sometimes it's the hurt that makes us strong. How do I deal with it? Therapy would be good anytime now!

Is it karma that's causing our paths to cross? Well, our paths did not cross to begin with- it kinda just collided- head on.. and I guess I'm still reeling from it. 'Forgive and forget' is easier said than done, I can say that much! I haven't forgotten, based on what I feel today, and I don't think I have fully forgiven the people involved. What have I come to?

Let's just let go, as letting go can be good- when you leave the rest to a higher power. It's beyond my control, and I do deserve to be happy right at this moment and in the moments that follow...