Sunday, February 15, 2009

Reality Check/ Expectations

Our sis in law celebrated her 11th wedding anniversary on 14 February... which means that I myself has been married close to 12 years to the same man. I won't trouble hubby or pester him to celebrate our union in any way, as I have come to accept that it (i.e. the celebration) probably will never happen. At the risk of sounding like a total lunatic, I'll only state that such celebrations are unnecessary- they only serve to remind you how old you are and how long you have been with the same person. On the same breath, I probably shouldn't celebrate my birthdays either.

From now on I'll live my life as a wife & mother and mourn (or deny) the gradual loss of my sense of self. By the way, could you tell my degree of depression just by the way I write? I'd better get to work as well, as this is the only time I can get anything done.

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