The End of An Affair

Well it wasn't an affair because he's single... and it's not the end because we remain friends. Let it be. This is very clear and certain. We are friends. No further expectations.

I don't know why every time I break up, I have an almost desperate urge for the person to reconnect with me. Just move on. Even if we had remained in a relationship there is no telling how far we would have gone.

We work very well together... and that's the extent of our relationship from now on. There's a dynamic which is interesting- we complement each other. Let's just maintain that because I have let go. I am quite distraught. In actual fact I have been crying since last night & my eyes are swollen... but whatever, right?