Friend Zone

S and I are now friends. After all that. After what we went through.

Who declared it? I did.
Because I felt that I was not ready.
Because he didn't give an impression that he was.
Because I do not want to be the unreasonable person pressuring him to change and adapt to my whims (he said).

I kinda decided: let's not be that person anymore.
Let's not be the dopey lovey individual who keeps waiting for something ..
A proposal? A meeting with my mom? An announcement in the alumni page?

Stop.
Be friends.
Be totally okay with everything that he says & does.
Zero expectation.