Me the Yoyo

Endlessly I will go on a loop: Why did it happen? Could I have stopped it? What will happen in future?

I know I should stop questioning & start accepting my reality. I am not the crazy one. Hubby is, for chasing after a figment of his imagination.

My feelings are like a roller-coaster. Certain days I feel reasonably okay, other days terribly angry, some days calm. Most days are calm now, thankfully.