Kaleidoscope of Emotions
Approaching the 2-year post divorce mark.. and I feel a plethora of emotions.. the questions still come but I don't feel obliged to answer them anymore..
Mr Ex & I can message & talk on the phone in a civil friendly way now.. and he gives me advice like a sane reasonable person.. Why weren't you like this before? Why did you have to be all nice & sweet to her and completely mental & berserk with me? This left me with a tinge of irritation "Why did I even bother?"
No more am I asking "Could I have done any better?"
I get it now. TOTALLY. There was NOTHING I could have done to change anything. It was meant to be.. and I ain't going back!!!
Planning a solo holiday in 2 weeks' time. Please let the forces of the universe collide and make this possible for meeeeee...!!!
My heart will go on.. and on... *kisses*
Mr Ex & I can message & talk on the phone in a civil friendly way now.. and he gives me advice like a sane reasonable person.. Why weren't you like this before? Why did you have to be all nice & sweet to her and completely mental & berserk with me? This left me with a tinge of irritation "Why did I even bother?"
No more am I asking "Could I have done any better?"
I get it now. TOTALLY. There was NOTHING I could have done to change anything. It was meant to be.. and I ain't going back!!!
Planning a solo holiday in 2 weeks' time. Please let the forces of the universe collide and make this possible for meeeeee...!!!
My heart will go on.. and on... *kisses*
posted by elya at 9:36 pm
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