Courage

Had a biopsy on Tuesday. The pap smear results were abnormal so the gynae wanted to be sure. So next week I'll be seeing him again for the lab test results.

Best case scenario.. it is just an anomaly and my body heals itself.

Worst case.. the abnormal cells are malignant & I may have cancer (I hate this word).

However a good and wonderful friend reassured me that even cancer is curable, one of the ways is to let go of my past & stay positive.

So what I need to do know is look up. And be by myself, loving me unconditionally & embrace all my weaknesses and strengths. Seek out the worthwhile beautiful friends who appreciates me. Regardless of the outcome of the biopsy, I will be strong and unwavering (although I'm kinda already quaking a little inside).

I CAN DO THIS!!!