Leaving the Past Behind Me

We have cleared out literally a truckload of stuff.. stuff that the children had outgrown.. stuff that we had consciously or subconsciously collected & set aside.. some stuff we had forgotten all about, where it came from or whose.. stuff that I had been holding on to.. stuff that carried certain memories of the marriage.. the marriage that never was.

Next month will be the second year of divorce.. but who's counting right?

Tomorrow we will clear the final room and on Wednesday we will be off on a family holiday. Life is good at this point. We have our worries but most things are quite under control. We can do this. We will thrive. We will get through our issues or challenges.

With the children I have decided to take things easy. To not be a control freak. They have to explore their life and make their own choices. One thing for sure though, my nagging will not cease because enough repetition will make them remember the important things. That's how I see it.

Am I doing the right thing? I really don't know, but I will go by my gut instinct & hopefully divine help will come at the right time. Do what feels right. Feel. Love. Live.