Thinking of You

Right now I'm learning to balance my feelings. Not to long for his presence too much. Not to miss him too much. It should be just nice & just right. (I don't even know what I am talking about).

Starting to be more secure in this relationship. He loves me in his own way yet I know he cares. He's sweet that way.

Our promise is to be loyal. I do hope he keeps his end of the bargain. At this stage (or at any stage for that matter) if he falls in love with another, I am willing to let go of him in a heartbeat. No questions asked.

What is love? Am I ready? I remain my sloppy easygoing (but sometimes whiny) self. I hope he sees me more for my good qualities.

The next question is: how far will we take this? I would like to love him for the rest of my life, if it is possible. If is is not, then I'll pray for his happiness & be on my way.