Ms Lonely

Right about now I feel absolutely terribly lonely.

What I know now though, is that loneliness is not an excuse to fall in love with someone.. or even marry him. It can't be the reason even.

What I need to do is to just get used to it. So I am lonely. So I cry on the inside sometimes. Sure I feel like communicating with S all the time... but I do not have to.

I will keep myself company. I will refrain myself from expressing any words of love to S because he doesn't really reciprocate (because he doesn't feel it perhaps?). Please inject yourself with the strongest dose of reality check & it will knock your right out. Kapowwww!