(Nothing but the Whole) Truth
When a relationship has broken down, I would rather be told the truth. Mr Ex could have just told me "I don't love you anymore @ This is not working out. I have found someone new."
It will cut me but I guess it is for the best. He could have told me this is 2005. We could have ended it much sooner & not involve too many children in this debacle.
He had said that he still loved me. That he didn't want to hurt me. That his intention was to take her as the second wife. That I hadn't done anything wrong (to drive him away).
Bullshit on all counts. What this episode had told me is: I am a poor judge of character when it comes to romantic involvements. Too much giving in. Too selfless. And I had let him step all over me.
Accept it my dear. That you have made that choice that affects you until today. Embrace the whole package. It is meant to be the way it is meant to be. There are no coincidences in Allah's dominion.
Still hate his guts and will avoid him at every opportunity. Things have not worked out for a long time and I don't know when I will forgive him. Maybe never, because I need the memory to refrain myself from ever going back to him.
Let us find our place in this great universe. Men are useful to have around, but remember girl, you won't die without them either.
Be independent. Be gorgeous. Live your Life.
It will cut me but I guess it is for the best. He could have told me this is 2005. We could have ended it much sooner & not involve too many children in this debacle.
He had said that he still loved me. That he didn't want to hurt me. That his intention was to take her as the second wife. That I hadn't done anything wrong (to drive him away).
Bullshit on all counts. What this episode had told me is: I am a poor judge of character when it comes to romantic involvements. Too much giving in. Too selfless. And I had let him step all over me.
Accept it my dear. That you have made that choice that affects you until today. Embrace the whole package. It is meant to be the way it is meant to be. There are no coincidences in Allah's dominion.
Still hate his guts and will avoid him at every opportunity. Things have not worked out for a long time and I don't know when I will forgive him. Maybe never, because I need the memory to refrain myself from ever going back to him.
Let us find our place in this great universe. Men are useful to have around, but remember girl, you won't die without them either.
Be independent. Be gorgeous. Live your Life.
posted by elya at 9:04 am
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