Realistic Expectations

Being in a relationship at a mature age is interesting (for want of a better word).

Being with a trusted and trusting partner is a huge bonus. He lets me be me. I feel secure and calm in his presence. There is no need to pretend. I can be me and he embraces my every being.

I really would like him to be my life partner. My heart feels it now. Before I had some reservations because I had not dealt with my demons (read: Mr Ex). Mr Ex has damaged me a little but rest assured I am far from broken.

There is promise that things will be better the second time around. However I do realise that the work starts the moment we say "I Do".

At the same time I am cautious. Not to be overeager for fear of jinxing it.

He is my balance, someone I hope to be with for the rest of my life.

Let's look forward. For Real. Let go of my past mistakes. Mr Ex is a non entity. Non existent. Insignificant. I will take him as a lesson which I needed to learn the hard way.

There is a better man with me now. One who loves and adores me. Someone who will stay for good. Because he gave his word. And I will give him my best no matter the weather. Because I love him and come what may, please let us be brave enough and have enough love to see every damn thing through.