Mutual Separation

Currently we agreed to 'separate' i.e. not to be too close because we want to preserve ourselves for marriage. Sounds really coy and cheesy and this social separation was probably practiced in the middle ages, but this is what we're doing. Kinda cute in a way, I think. However I do miss him, terribly... and he probably misses me too. So there.

What's next? I don't know really. We'll decide on a date, or not. The relationship will continue to flourish despite the distance, or wedge a further gap of separation. I really have no idea what will happen, but have decided that I will take care of myself regardless.

This is a beautiful life. There are at least 100 things to be thankful for (they probably ran to the thousands) and that is that really. My life is enriched and I am digging for silver feet (not a proper word of English, but purely my own creation) that will ACTUALLY take me away from this place. This place my office, not this place our family home.