Blog Meets World
Like Selena Gomez releasing her single one year after Justin Bieber's marriage, I would probably release my blog to the world after I change jobs. [The big question is: Will I change jobs? So if I do not change jobs, will this blog never see the light of day?]
Now, let's over analyse in over drive [Emphasis on the word 'over' is intentional]
One possibility is: I will get exposure and a few people may be implicated: Mr Ex, current hubby, my children, some friends & some former co-workers. All will forgive me I hope, as some events and feelings and comments have long past. Taken contextually, they would be seen as historical anecdotes (or products of my overactive mind [See, I am 'over' everything].
Another possibility is: No one will have the time to read my uninteresting posts. They would read perhaps the latest ones and will not delve into entries that started from 2005, for example. If I improve my writing, a small number may be interested to read the next few days/ months/ years posts. However, essentially this blog will be a blip on the radar & then forgotten. And I would be retired by then. Living in peace with beloved hubby.
In the circumstances, Scenario 2 will be most likely. My overthinking [and somewhat overconfident] self considers Scenario 1 more possible, whenever a thought about launching this blog public comes about. Factually and realistically, I had made 2 attempts on November 2018 & November 2019's nanowrimo, and I had emerged none the wiser [as I obviously did not follow through and completed the writings] so I do not consider myself a writer by any stretch of the imagination ERGO my blog is actually very syok sendiri wannn.
[Regardless,] At this moment this blog will remain in obscurity. Thank you very much.
Now, let's over analyse in over drive [Emphasis on the word 'over' is intentional]
One possibility is: I will get exposure and a few people may be implicated: Mr Ex, current hubby, my children, some friends & some former co-workers. All will forgive me I hope, as some events and feelings and comments have long past. Taken contextually, they would be seen as historical anecdotes (or products of my overactive mind [See, I am 'over' everything].
Another possibility is: No one will have the time to read my uninteresting posts. They would read perhaps the latest ones and will not delve into entries that started from 2005, for example. If I improve my writing, a small number may be interested to read the next few days/ months/ years posts. However, essentially this blog will be a blip on the radar & then forgotten. And I would be retired by then. Living in peace with beloved hubby.
In the circumstances, Scenario 2 will be most likely. My overthinking [and somewhat overconfident] self considers Scenario 1 more possible, whenever a thought about launching this blog public comes about. Factually and realistically, I had made 2 attempts on November 2018 & November 2019's nanowrimo, and I had emerged none the wiser [as I obviously did not follow through and completed the writings] so I do not consider myself a writer by any stretch of the imagination ERGO my blog is actually very syok sendiri wannn.
[Regardless,] At this moment this blog will remain in obscurity. Thank you very much.
posted by elya at 8:24 am
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