My New Reality
Yesterday the divorce proceedings took place & I guess now I am a divorcee. I had taken a very pragmatic approach to the whole scenario: went to the court, signed the settlement agreement, had a quick chat with (ex) husband afterwards, went back to work to teach my classes, followed by gym session after work- during which I rowed like crazy.
After the hearing and as I was leaving the court, it felt like a fog had lifted. The day seemed a little brighter, the clouds have parted and I thought I felt lighter. All endings are new beginnings, I suppose.
Last night I slept fitfully and was finally able to wake up at a regular humanly hour. Thank GOD for that! Whether he was sorry, or whether he would actually marry her, or whether he still loves me... those issues are no longer mine. I have dropped it, let it go, and will now move on with my life.
I will be fine, life will be fabulous & many new doors will open for me. Let's GO!
After the hearing and as I was leaving the court, it felt like a fog had lifted. The day seemed a little brighter, the clouds have parted and I thought I felt lighter. All endings are new beginnings, I suppose.
Last night I slept fitfully and was finally able to wake up at a regular humanly hour. Thank GOD for that! Whether he was sorry, or whether he would actually marry her, or whether he still loves me... those issues are no longer mine. I have dropped it, let it go, and will now move on with my life.
I will be fine, life will be fabulous & many new doors will open for me. Let's GO!
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