Setting Myself Free

Last 2 nights I sent 3 messages... One to Aishah, another to Mr Ex & the third to my ex-MIL. All contained a similar message. To seek forgiveness. Because I want to close the chapter and move on.

Aishah responded & equally made an apology. Why not. All is forgiven. We have been through enough. Whatever that she did, I forgive her. I felt the release. The past cannot hold me in its prison anymore.

Next I messaged Mr Ex. To seek forgiveness for the time when I was his wife, up to this point. Because there is no more hatred. We have to raise 5 children together. We will be civil to each other. That's it really. I do not love him anymore... or rather, I do not wish to love him anymore after what he had done.

Finally, upon Mr Ex's suggestion I messaged my ex-MIL. Not my idea at all but since I was on a roll I decided to give it a go. As usual she indicated that Mr Ex still loves me (which I doubt) and the children (which I completely agree). I do appreciate her, and would let it be. No more. He doesn't love me... and I will not believe any other words to the contrary.

What's next? My solo trip. Hurrah!