Thursday, March 10, 2016

In Truth

I am probably as scared/ terrified of marriage as he is. Although I want to marry so that he can make an honest woman out of me, the reason I am not really pushing for it is because I am apprehensive of the union.

We probably have something going on, and it is yet to be defined. We are probably fond of each other, but afraid to hope for fear of being hurt... and taking 1.5 steps at a time.

We probably adore each other and sometimes miss the other's company, yet are we marriage material? To each other? Can't really say for sure. Not really feeling it.. and for some uncanny reason I feel that he is considering at least one other person apart from me.. and maybe he is also not feeling it (marriage) with me.

One of the saddest thing about divorce is you lose your best friend. Forever.

For my next marriage I will fight to the death. Unless of course he doesn't love me anymore. Like Mr Ex. In that case no measure of fighting will keep us together.

So my princess, do tread with caution. Don't hurry it. Yes you are lonely. YES this bloody sucks.. but promise me you'll try to find a silver lining in this whole scenario. You can do it, no matter how hard this singlehood will prove to be.

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