What If?

What if whatever that I had dreamed of is entirely and completely possible?

Working and living overseas, and perhaps settling eventually as a resident?

Am I capable of doing it? Why not MAKE myself capable, yes?

What is the thing that I fear most (if I were to move to a new country)?
The main concern is the finances of the children I leave behind.
I also want to provide for the children I bring with me.
Would rather not live in poverty awaiting for the next meal.
That is a scary prospect.

How do I use positive conditioning in this case?

What if I do very well? What if I thrive?
What if the children enjoy schooling there?
What if...???

No telling what could happen unless I really do it, no?

(So, what am I waiting for?)