Determination

How did I miss writing yesterday? Swamped with work. That's my excuse.

Now listening to "Bukan Hal Aku" by Kaka Azraff [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OrVyLlcU8Zs]

Roughly translated it means "Not My Problem", i.e. she has given her all in a relationship, she is tired of waiting, there is no way that she will be good enough no matter what she does, hence she is walking away. Letting go. This is no longer her issue.

The song starts with "remember, I used to be alone" [hence she is not afraid of being without him].

She also adopts the "you go fly kite" look throughout the MV. I can totally relate.

Another similar song is probably Dua Lipa's IDGAF. She must have written it as she reflects on the bad relationship.

I'd like my girls to adopt this attitude. If you have given your all and the other person does not see it, it is best to walk away. Why be involved and tired and miserable? It is just not good for my aura, baby!