The Pain is Real

No matter how many times this happens, IT IS SO BLOODY PAINFUL.

A crippling pain in my heart, which will only be healed with time.

Maybe this is why certain people self-medicate, or harm themselves.

Because the pain is so raw and real.

My second attempt at matrimony & it is again unsuccessful.

After the 5th year we are calling it quits.

By WE, I mean I, because the decision is unilateral.

But he will be forced to cooperate OR at least 3 people will be collateral damage.

My empire seems to be growing.

From 1 homewrecker to 3.

Trio tag team.

Well it is not entirely their fault because my husband started it all.

But I would argue that they are malicious accomplices

Because 2 knew I was married to him and referred to me by name in their messages.

Why would anyone do that to someone?

Somehow both men I marry seems to think I am docile, subservient and compliant.

They could NOT be more wrong.

They must think alaa, cakap aje ni

But I will do what I said I will do.

I won't back down.

I am stubborn and adamant that way.

Literally there's nothing to salvage.

My marriage is rotting away in the landfill.

OR rather, it is now dust in the wind.

Immaterial, fleeting, and forgettable.