Downward Spiral
We did a SWOT analysis over the weekend.
It was interesting. I hope we will be able to see it through.
The living arrangements have been reviewed. I will stay with the children on weekdays & with him on weekends. Effectively I will become a weekend wife.
What will happen next? I probably should start going for counseling again. My mind is still rattled. The nagging feeling is not really going away no matter how much I'm trying to rationalise this whole matter.
Let's be a bit more powerful and certain, shall we?
There is no way I can control his activities and behaviours once he leaves the house, or whenever I'm not with. Neither would I want to. I have ENOUGH things to do.
Getting older is a natural progression and I will embrace it fully. If he seeks a younger person, so be it. I am who I am. I will deal with the events as they unfold.
On my part I will keep on improving myself. Be a better me in every possible way.
Hardships will happen, in one way or the other. I promise to take them in stride, and keep walking purposefully. I AM WORTH IT 💖😎
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