The Sound of Silence

Getting used to it and embracing it as much as I can. For a person who's always chattering, this is not easy. Well tomorrow I'll have breakfast with S and he will have the privilege to hear me talk non-stop. As if I would. Actually with him I'm not terribly talkative. He doesn't really message me that much. When we see each other we do chat about various matters, he is quite the intellectual & when the topic is right we can talk for hours.

Whatever will I do with myself? I don't know. Keep quiet. Do I know how?

If we do get married it will be quite interesting. We sleep & wake up & have our meals at different times, he has so many activities and I probably have to be slot in somewhere in his schedule. Do I want that? Would this be worth it?

Right now we're going with the flow. What's next? I don't quite know. I ask him & myself the same thing, and the usual answer is we will just date for now & we'll see if we want to take this further. Ooookaaaayyy. If anyone proposes & I like him I'll probably put it to S, so he can make a choice. Until then, let's just BE.