We have a Problem

Currently undergoing a period of depression uncertainty regarding my profession & the future.

Well the job is very certain (yet I have become disenfranchised & disconnected to the faculty) and the future is as I want to to be (yet I feel sloth-like & unmotivated); so I do not understand where these feelings are coming from. Too much carbohydrates & sugar perhaps? Why do I feel like complaining all the time? What will light my fire? Why am I down in the dumps? Are there external factors that is causing 'this' (whatever 'this' is)? Well my friends are undergoing different issues themselves & are going strong (or so they/ we appear). Is this an internal self-love issue? What do I do? Do I take another holiday? If I move to another job will things be any better? Will I be better off or even any happier? Why am I feeling tired all the time?

Escapism is easy. Facing Life is not. I opt for the latter.