Complexity | Depth | Stars Aligning | Fate
Can't decide on a specific title so there.
The theme today is on Serendipity: on how certain people meet; on how they connect (or in some cases fall in love- temporarily or permanently); on how something simple like sharing a life together (in matrimony or otherwise) can be as complex as hell.
Why? My take: because we are each a hot complicated confusing mess. We (I) can hardly figure out what we (I) want in life & we (I) are (am) far from settled YET we (I) want to settle down & want stability. Get that? How does (Will) that work?
So my other view is: there is OBVIOUSLY a greater force at work here. BIGGER than all of us combined. No coincidences. Nothing happens by chance except what has been fated.
This is one way to embrace it all.
Because I still do not know if I will be married to S and when.
But I have decided on a cut-off date. By Myself.
Because I do not like uncertainty.
But at least now (with the understanding & acceptance that all these happen for a reason, for me to learn from/ experience with a completely open heart), I am a calm soul.
The theme today is on Serendipity: on how certain people meet; on how they connect (or in some cases fall in love- temporarily or permanently); on how something simple like sharing a life together (in matrimony or otherwise) can be as complex as hell.
Why? My take: because we are each a hot complicated confusing mess. We (I) can hardly figure out what we (I) want in life & we (I) are (am) far from settled YET we (I) want to settle down & want stability. Get that? How does (Will) that work?
So my other view is: there is OBVIOUSLY a greater force at work here. BIGGER than all of us combined. No coincidences. Nothing happens by chance except what has been fated.
This is one way to embrace it all.
Because I still do not know if I will be married to S and when.
But I have decided on a cut-off date. By Myself.
Because I do not like uncertainty.
But at least now (with the understanding & acceptance that all these happen for a reason, for me to learn from/ experience with a completely open heart), I am a calm soul.
posted by elya at 9:11 am
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