All we have are Moments

The news about MH17 broke last night at about 12.20 am. Initially I had thought it was a hoax, but as the event unfolded, I realised that it did happen. Words cannot even begin to express the shock over this incident. Why? What for? Who did it?

So many lives lost, in such a short time. They were expecting to be greeted at KLIA by family members & friends. They had messaged ahead, looking forward to returning home. No one had expected this. In a flash their lives were gone in flames.

Had remembered the post/ entry by a friend, Joy, in one of our WA pages- she had written "Don't think too far. Moments is what we have. Make the most of it. Living too far in the future or dwelling too much in the past will rob you of those special moments of the present that will make the beautiful memories of tomorrow. So make the most of the moments."

As for me, I will focus on the present. On moments. On making myself whole again. Life's too short for regrets. Once my heart heals I will find someone who can love me properly.

Mystical Explanations

One of our friends sent a photo of me & Mr Ex (in our happier days) to a mystic. Apparently we were both 'disturbed' by a transient being sent by a third party who's trying to keep us apart.

Difficult as it is to believe, I decide to keep an open mind. So what if we were disturbed? Shouldn't good judgement prevail at the end of the day? Shouldn't he be strong enough to fight it, knowing the love he had for the children?

Does this change anything? No, not really. I am happy where I am now & I ain't going back.