A Moment in Time

When you meet the right person at the wrong time, what do you do?
For me the choice became clearer towards the end. When I had knocked myself into the wall for the umpteenth time, I had realised that some things were just not meant to be.

So now I'm back to the drawing board. Why did I choose to get involved in the first place? What was I thinking? Maybe it was the flattery, that someone cares and is interested enough. Maybe it was the heady feeling of loving & being loved. (Was it even love anyway?).

Let's just settle it at that. Something special happened. I had felt appreciated and loved for that brief moment. Let's just take that & be happy.

Move along now my girl! Life's waiting.

Unraveling

Life is both mysterious & interesting. You get things revealed to you when you are ready to embrace the truth. Not anytime sooner, not anytime later. You will hear it when the time is right.

Currently I feel like I'm living a very lonely existence. Will embrace this too and emerge calmly on the other side. In due time. When I am ready. Not anytime sooner... or later.

As for the loneliness, grow yourself a bloody spine and get on with it. You won't be any less lonely with moping and crying.

Your life will be fabulous, filled with wonderful people and opportunities.

Love you lots *hugssss*

Taking Responsibility

Why do we fall for the smooth bad boy types?
There are some people whom we can look.. sometimes touch.. but can never have.

Deal with it.

How come we never learn from our mistakes?
We'd like different outcomes but we keep doing the same silly embarrassing stuff.

Grow up.

Some things are nice to wish for but will always be completely out of reach.

How do I handle being a single mom?
Just do it. Things get easier.

Harness the positive energy of the universe.
Find your power. You're a strong & capable person.

Certain things work out.
Certain things are never meant to be.
THIS is one of those things that is not meant to be.

Keep moving forward.
You are no longer living in the past.

Settling

While the maxim "Follow your dreams" is well and good, currently my actual dreams are not jiving well with my current responsibilities. Plans are flexible anyways and my dreams can be put on hold for just a bit. In the meantime, I will take care of my health (physical & mental) and ace this motherhood thing. Other stuff can wait. Besides, being a mother it is a choice that most people are privileged to be given... and I will do my best at it.

Focus, be prepared, be happy... and look forward.

Major, Stupendous, Gorgeous things are coming my way.