Jumping with No Parachutes
Now my question is: Do I want to do it all over again?
Advice by a good friend who went through divorce many years ago: When you're okay with being alone, that's when you're ready to be in a relationship.
What an interesting irony. I am not comfortable being alone. Ergo I am not ready to be with someone. The someone who can potentially cure my loneliness. I guess it doesn't work that way. I have to first be okay in my own skin before I seek out anyone to be a companion.
Otherwise it would just be like a rebound yeah?
16 years. A bloody awfully long time to be in a relationship. One that I thought was loving & trusting but it turned out to be just a facade. How do I move on? How do I break free? I would have to try. One day I'll get it. One day I can & will love again.
Advice by a good friend who went through divorce many years ago: When you're okay with being alone, that's when you're ready to be in a relationship.
What an interesting irony. I am not comfortable being alone. Ergo I am not ready to be with someone. The someone who can potentially cure my loneliness. I guess it doesn't work that way. I have to first be okay in my own skin before I seek out anyone to be a companion.
Otherwise it would just be like a rebound yeah?
16 years. A bloody awfully long time to be in a relationship. One that I thought was loving & trusting but it turned out to be just a facade. How do I move on? How do I break free? I would have to try. One day I'll get it. One day I can & will love again.
posted by elya at 11:12 pm
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