Dateless & Lonely

Relax. Take it Easy. Things will get better.

In the larger scheme of things, there is actually no room for a man (romantic relationship) in my life. So many things to manage.

Let's be immersed in this new state of mind. It is liberation. The road is now open wide. Explore and be completely one with yourself.

Let go of things that are not meant to be. Say goodbye to your plans (or daydreams, rather) concerning that person. They are also liberated from my hold.

Mixed feelings. I feel like laughing and crying at the same time. Like I want to run back & take back my words.. yet at the same time I feel like I want to disappear and take a holiday somewhere.

Life is good at this point. I will be alright. Sayed is away doing umrah. I wonder what du'a he would have made for S. I hope he would du'a for S' happiness, that S would find the girl he favours, to settle down with. Someone who can make his life better. Someone he adores.

Some things work out & some things don't. That is life. Move on. Let's not be dependent on a man to be a source of happiness. There is a switch in me that I should be able to flick to reach the state of peace.. of acceptance.. of happiness. I will work on myself and be wonderful. Let's go my dear. Love you lots.