Elimination

From now on I will do this. Based on pure instinct I will reject (or leave) the man who I feel unsuitable to me. Early on. Before any love is developed in my heart.

Honestly I was surprised by my reaction to the "relationship restructuring" with S, because I thought with him I had guarded my heart. With N, I had loved with abandon (which was prettty reckless in the circumstances because I fell down hard). So I hope the next guy is a patient person who  help me uncover my complex.

Good night my dear. I love you.

Well someday someone will give this message to me. Why not? it is completely easy & free to dream, isn't it?