Not the Marrying Kind

Now I think I'm getting closer to the truth. By pushing. Persuading. Questioning. Perhaps I'm not such a bad lawyer after all (I wish!).

For some reason I can't get him to commit to anything close to marriage.

He misses me. Yes.
Does he love me? Not quite (maybe), he does not say it directly.
Is this (Will this be) a long term relationship? Yes.
Can I see @ date other people? No.
Are we going to marry sometime in future? Don't know.

He mentioned something along the line of "if it is meant to be we'll be married".. wtf is that.. it's not even a proper answer.

Not that I'm looking to marry him soon anyways, but I want certainty. Would be good for my mental health.

In the final analysis I conclude that he has chosen to remain single.. either that.. or he is looking to marry, but the person is not me. Both scenarios are not consistent with my image or self-esteem. I'm outta here.