Finding my Fire
Do I still have it- my mojo or whatever it is that people call it? I don't know.
Feeling lethargic and apathetic. Why?
I do appreciate having a job and getting paid. The work is reasonably flexible. I get to spend time with the children. I have enough, and I pay my dues.
Teaching was supposed to be my passion, but after the 200th class or so (classes that I have stopped counting), I feel like a broken record. Repeating and rehashing the same stuff, until my brain nearly stops working. Do you know how that feels?
It is only Tuesday & I feel as if it is already Friday. Friday will come and I will be as tired. As non-responsive. As bored as I am today.
How do I kick myself in the butt and get up again? I could go for a holiday. It may help a little bit, but doesn't cure the major symptom. That I am superbly bored beyond words.
Feeling lethargic and apathetic. Why?
I do appreciate having a job and getting paid. The work is reasonably flexible. I get to spend time with the children. I have enough, and I pay my dues.
Teaching was supposed to be my passion, but after the 200th class or so (classes that I have stopped counting), I feel like a broken record. Repeating and rehashing the same stuff, until my brain nearly stops working. Do you know how that feels?
It is only Tuesday & I feel as if it is already Friday. Friday will come and I will be as tired. As non-responsive. As bored as I am today.
How do I kick myself in the butt and get up again? I could go for a holiday. It may help a little bit, but doesn't cure the major symptom. That I am superbly bored beyond words.
posted by elya at 2:11 pm
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