Clarity

Humans long for connection, for as long as we live.

Do we put a very high price on loyalty? Is mine unrealistically high?

I have my moments of weakness, and when my confidence turns to mush.

I have started having some anxiety again. 

Who is Nabila Aiza? Why do I get so bothered by her?

Is it because of the locked room with her things? It has remain locked ever since I knew him. Since 2015 or earlier. His reason? He's just helping her out. In the meantime the room remain locked and unused and unpaid for by the owner. Is that fair?

Yes it is true. It is not my problem. However the longer I stay in this house, the more I am bugged by that locked room. Hence I must stay in my own house where there are no skeletons. All our rooms are opened and fully utilised. Air moves freely because ALL THE DOORS ARE OPEN!

This is how upbringing and personality clashes happen. And as humans we make do with the best way possible. And go for therapy when we need to.