Sunday, May 05, 2024

Curtain Call

We'll take a bow and walk off the stage on 28 May.
What will happen after that, is anybody's guess.
He can post all he wants on FB about anything & everything, 
and I will not care anymore.
It is out of my hands/ face/ heart.
There is no more locus standi.
I will cease to be his wife.
He will be the person whom I used to know.

At this moment I am still quite dazed,
but I have sufficient clarity to know my direction into the future.
Being alone is not too bad, I have done it before.
I will be okay alone & seek out joy by myself or with my friends,
BECAUSE I CAN.

No more wondering who he is thinking of, or contacting, or going out with, or loving.
These are totally out of my hands, like the previous ex.
I so do wish that we could stay married, 
but the way forward is fraught with more uncertainty and danger.
Self-preservation is paramount at this moment.

Let's keep walking, and find our bliss ☆

0 Comments:

Post a Comment

<< Home