Tears

Whatsapp + crying combo is really not a good idea because your eyesight is messed up so much.

When I went out to buy lunch I practiced looking at the trees and the buildings at a distance.

That helped a bit in sharpening my vision.

Messages that came in this morning were sad, and I was mainly the reason.

Still angry and looping back to the 3 idiots.

One day I will be okay, but not soon by the looks of it.

I am trying to manage the emotions because I have to finish the PhD.

Will welcome major feelings later, once I am done.

Now I am back to writing my amendments & must finish them in the next 3 hours before the office gets locked. Trying to see if the pomodoro technique can work. Not my favourite one, because sometimes when I have lots of ideas I prefer to continue & do the start-stop technique.