Who Are YOU?

Currently at the point of acceptance: I did not know who I married.

I wanted to believe that he had loved me & only me.

Now I know that was wishful thinking.

He had too big a heart & so much love for at least 3 other people.

After digging about these 3 key characters, I had no more energy to keep going.

There were probably others, but I don't want to think about this anymore.

I have enough information to deduce who I was to him. Nobody, sadly.

So long to the plans we made, and the dreams we had (maybe they were his dreams & he made me believe them, and I was the tool to make them come true.. that's how much of a persuader he was).

Goodbye to his family too, he has a really cool family I have to admit. Kudos to his mom for raising lighthearted children. I'm not sure if he had mom issues that required validation from females (in plural) but no matter, that is NOT my problem anymore.

Farewell to the memories, already dust in the wind. 

Immaterial & forgettable.

What happens after this is anybody's guess, but I know what's going to happen to me. 

I will be glorious.

My plans remain. No change. Finish my studies. Complete the research papers. Write a book (or two, or more). Submit my AdvancedHE application. Go on holiday with the children. Go on holiday with my friends. Ignore all comments about him & me on social media and offline platforms. Apply to work overseas. PLAN & FOCUS. May I succeed beyond my wildest dreams 😎🎁✨