The LOVE that never was

His former fiancee was the one that got away, 

Che Na was his great love,

Aiza was his soulmate,

Azhani was his companion when he is lonely,

All the sexy FB/ IG girls, they were eye candy for dry seasons.

Me? A standby mate at best. He claims that he loves me, but after what he did I am not convinced.
I am the reliable pillar/ rock that he can lean against, or step on. 

One day I will figure out what he was after, OR NOT (because by then I would have 200 better things to do). I have decided that I will be alright. Life is too short to be forlorn, or to regret what could have been.

This has been fated to unfold in the exact way as it happens.

I will gather my scattered wits and keep walking. FORWARD.