Letting Go

Distance and silence gives clarity.

Clarity helps me decide.

I would consider renegotiating our terms if he & the 3 girls/ wenches apologised to me.

He would not entertain such a thing, so our time here is done.

I am the one who is the idiot in this whole transaction.

Blissfully ignorant while the rest are gallivanting and romancing themselves to death.

Psychologically I fail to see the logic or the need of such relationships,

but that is just me- I am loyal to a fault. 

The rest may not see the need to be faithful to their respective spouses.

Such communications with my husband are merely harmless,

a need they filled that I am not capable of serving.

I spit on all your collective faces.

You are all useless beings!