Acceptance
I accept that:
- he did not love me the way I had wanted him to love me
- he was not focused on the marriage due to "distractions", self-induced
- no matter how perfect I had been as a wife, NOTHING would have changed
- he had tried to control some of my choices e.g. asking to renew my PC and return to practice
- gaslighting happened & he made me feel guilty for asking about the 3 idiots
- he was very reluctant to embrace the idea of being married, and/or being married to me
- emotional/ romantic connections between him & other females were maintained during the marriage
- he will no longer play any part in my life from now on
- I can live on my own and will succeed beyond my wildest dreams
I have been nothing but honest during this marriage.
I appreciated the moments that we had together, although now I will always question who you think about when we go out, when we have conversations, or messages, or when we were intimate.
You are a kind person, and I appreciated every bit of your patience.
The memories I had with you were meaningful to me, although I cannot say the same about you with any certainty because Aiza has always been updated on everything that we do.
Goodbye and God Bless.
My journey stops here.
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