One Fine Day

There will be a time when I will be okay, but today is not the day.

I am doing my best to type my amendments and I am as slow as a snail, maybe even slower.

All I know is that it will get done today & my supervisor will see it tomorrow, come hell or high water.

How did I allow a man to affect me so much? After the last one?

Why do I fall in love so hard? He had said that I am not giving my all. Maybe I didn't, compared to the first marriage. I had reserved some love for myself this time around. Thank GOD for that, because I am using that reserve now as a crutch, until such time that I can stand again. 

I wish for him happiness, regardless.

I wish that he would stop romancing people's wives.

No matter what the reason, no matter how unhappy these 3 are/ were, please take your dirty paws off them. They are not yours to coax, console or love. 

Well you had me, but apparently I was not enough.

You had to seek out these other girls.

Please look for a single girl who has all the qualities you look for.

There are lots out there. If you changed, like you said you had, she will appear when you're ready.

When she does, please ask for her hand in marriage & walk happily together into the sunset.

And please cut off Che Na, Aiza, Azhani, and all the Indonesian girls.

Or perhaps you can marry an Indonesian? 

They are known to take care of the husbands very well.

I am not part of your demographic, we tried but it didn't work out.

Thanks so much for your time. I will be on my way.