Good Morning

Currently learning to grow and have faith in love. Visually my emotions look like the little deer (fawn?) who have just been born & trying to stand on wobbly legs.

Still haven't figured out much yet. Don't know the parameters of love or haven't measured my capacity to love (don't know how), but I will move forward nevertheless with my plans and welcome love when it comes (or when it is time).

From now on I will think positive thoughts. There are many wonderful things to be grateful for and I am fine. To put less pressure on myself & S, I will consider him as my best friend and confidant. He is free to pursue his interests (as he should) as much as I.. and we will welcome the "feelings" as they appear. Sound very new-age-y but right now this is the best that I (we) can do. 

Focus on HEALING. Let go of the past and release the anger. It is not useful to keep it pent-up. Today I am released from the mental shackles. I am happy being me. I am beautiful inside and out. I have many people who love and support me. I am so very blessed to be given this life to live. I will be alright. Things will turn out GREAT.