Knock Knock.. Who's There?

When you love someone.. I suppose you would think of that person day and night.. not when you have exhausted everyone in your contact list & no one else is available to be in your company. That is what S does with me.. but I am the dumbo who keeps falling for it.

Please stop being desperate. Stop waiting for something that would never happen. Stop speculating. Stop expecting anything from him. This is over & make sure it is completely over. Focus on work and the children and start writing your proposal.

Abort plan.

It felt right because I am lonely & would like to think that he cared. I am his friend & he cares for all his friends. He cares for me. (Do you see how OBVIOUS that line of thinking is?)

End of the line my girl. Get off the train already!!!