Warning

I wasn't trying to warn you, or be harsh.

I was just trying to guard my heart.

A heart that is now broken, possibly beyond repair.

Yesterday while driving to work I thought about 'patterns'.

My pattern is to seek out relationships for marriage, because I don't believe in wasting time.

However, a reel I saw yesterday recommended as many dates as possible, until the ONE is found.

Comparing these two, which would be better? 

Work on the law of numbers OR narrow down for the hunt?

Which would be harder to get over: a major divorce breakup, or little heartbreaks?

For me, a heartbreak is a heartbreak.

The heart breaks and it heals, and hope again.

Only in my case, my hope will be placed in other things:

such as me working for UNESCO;

or my children earning good income for themselves;

or all of us attaining financial freedom;

or us traveling the world covering as many countries as possible; 

(before everything goes to ruin from nuclear fallout).

This was a journey I had chosen, and I take full responsibility for everything.

The heart and the brain will take some time to synchronise again.

Until then, the legs will just keep walking.

We will meet at the juncture up front, and go on our next adventure 💖