Tuesday, February 27, 2024

A lifetime is too long

Many people asked me reconcile when ex-hubby found someone else.
Stay, for the children... they had said.
You have spent 15 years together... why don't you forgive him?
Well I wanted to & asked him to leave her, but eventually he realised it was not possible.
So I left instead.

I don't want to spend my life wondering who he is thinking of,
Who is he holding the nights when he was/ is away
Whether he found happiness with her, more than or as much as with me
What was it that I did that caused that
Well I am a stubborn person and that normally is the reason
And I could be more romantic or caring, but I did not try
I have made many mistakes, may have been too aloof, or could have.. should have.. would have..

But I cannot wonder no more
He has made his choice
I am free to choose too
He cannot hold me back
I have my path to follow
Let me BE

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