Clarity

Well I'm not fully clear-in-the-head yet but I can start to see what's next.

I will let this sadness wash over me. Bring it on.

Once I find my feet I will keep walking.

My journey continues...

The loves of my life will be there always, for me.

That, I am sure of.

p/s: We are connected by blood and they cannot leave (haha).

Please read that last sentence in a less creepy way,
I may look creepy at times but I'm actually quite normal (my autism aside).

My children, my flesh and blood, will be informed in due time.

We will live our lives together as we should.

The pain, second time around, is as real as before.

Almost like deja vu because I am still with the same company doing the same teaching job.

However I thank God for this. Teaching makes me forget the pain.

When it comes I can swipe it away, "Go away, I'm in class"... almost.

My presentation will be on the first of March. Wish me all the best!